Basket yourself in the presence of the Lord. Connect one with God. It's never too late.
" Lovin' me ain't easy, if you leave, I don't blame youTrauma got me fucked up, so I'm mentally unstable I got wrapped up...
Rain or shine, doesn't matter. Be your own light to your struggle and your life.
My response to every situation is, "it's all good" because even if it isn't... it will be. God Honest Truth. Amen (Selah).