Change is good. Don't be a bitch and take life by the horns. Take control before it (it = whatever it might be) will. With no mercy.
Be honest with yourself. "'Stand thisYou're changing, I can't stand itMy heart can't take this damageAnd the way I feel, can't stand it, mm...
"Remember why you started." "Relax, breathe, and be patient." "Work until you no longer have to introduce yourself."
It's either you know or you don't, but it doesn't mean you can't learn. Patience is a virtue.