Don't hold grudges if it's not worth holding on too. Life is too short.
Turn I can't to an I can. No one is going to do your life for you.
You are so close to the victory, don't stop now, but you need to look after yourself too. If you need to rest, then...
"Many menMany, many, many, many menWish death 'pon me Lord, I don't cry no moreDon't look to the sky no moreHave mercy on me"...